A Weekend in the Dessert

A Weekend in the Dessert

Love of heart -<3-

It’s new years weekend

Out in the dessert.

The cold creeps in.

You make a fire around 5.

Eat and talk with friends.

Fireworks goin off all around

Along with are

Big Booms!

It’s the new year

And its to light

The Christmas tree

On fire!!

One o’clock and

Its time for bed.

Goodnight everyone

I’ll see you in the morning

To go do some

Off roading!!

Holiday Cheer

Holiday Cheer

Love of heart -<3-

Christmas cheer,
The first noel,
Jingle Bells
Are all in the air
Be joyful
And cheerful
Christmas lights
Everywhere you look
The Christmas
Time is here
And soon it
Will be the
New Year.

It Takes Time

It takes time

Love of heart -<3-

Life is hard
Don’t let it
Bring you down
Smile don’t cry
It will be okay.
There are times
That don’t make
Any since at all
But later on in
Life it does
It just takes time
So be pianist
The answers will
Come along when
You least expect it.

Forgotten Love

Forgotten Love

Love of heart -<3-

I can feel
My heart break
As I watch you
Leave my sight.
What can I do?
There’s nothing to do
But to fall to my
Knees and cry.
My heart breaks
Into many pieces
And you don’t
Care one bit.
How can you
Just walk away?
I will chares the
Moments and memories
Till…
…I forget
That it was ever real.

2 Halves

2 Halves

Love of heart -<3-

I can talk about you
Without crying.
I can see your picture
And be fine
But when I heard
Your voice
I was speechless
I miss you so
Dearly that I feel as my heart
Is being torn
In to two pieces.
One half wants
To love you and
The other half
Wants to die.

Peace

Peace

Love of heart -<3-

Lights flicker
On and off.
Rain falls.
Thunder rolls.
Lighting strikes.
Fire rages through
The very hearts
Of love ones
As one is remembered
In there hearts
The lord will take
The loved one in
Peace as a
Passing to all.

A True Friend

A True Friend

Love of heart -<3-

Life sucks,
Its true but
Only for a little bit.
Then you move
On you move on
To something new.
There will be
Times when you
Ask the question why.
Then there are times
You just don’t care
No matter what you
Will have a friend with you.
You may not
See him but
He is there.
The lord is with
You all the time.
He will not tell
You a lie,
You can trust him.
He is a true friend.

Be Strong

Be strong

Love of heart -<3-

You lose a lover

But then you find another

You feel ass if you

Don’t want to live.

DON’T FEEL THIS WAY!

You should live

So you can find

That one true person

That loves you as

Much as you love them.

Never give your

Life up just

Cause you loose a

Boy or girl in your life.

The lord would be

Unhappy that you toke

Your life when he toke

The boy or girl so

You could be strong.

Family

Family

Love of heart -<3-

Family gatherings
Talking, checking up,
Staying over,
New family members
So much fun in families.
That you don’t want
Them to ever end.
Treasure every memory of
Every minute of your family
And they will live
Forever in your heart.

His Love

His Love

Love of heart -<3-

The love of a mother

Is one of a kind.

No matter what

Happens in life

The love of

Your mother will always

Be there.

Those that have no family,

They are not forgotten

They have known

Only what has

Been given to them.

But they are loved by

The one who

Can’t stop loving them.

The lord’s love is more then

Any mothers love.

The lord loves all!

Special Thing

Special Thing

Love of heart -<3-

The lord gives us
Things we do not ask for.
These things can be
Good or bad.
Sometimes we think
That they are bed but
In the end
You see why the
Lord gave you this
Special thing.

Watching

Watching

Love of Heart -<3-

Those that have fallen

Will Watch

Over us forever.

We may not see them

But they are there.

They don’t want

To see you hurt.

So the fallen try

To protect you the

Best they can.

When you go see

Them at there graves

Thank them for

What they have done

And what they will

Do in the future

To protect you.

Countryside Or City

Countryside or city

Love of heart-<3-

The countryside.
The city.
Both so dutifully
But yet so different
In so many was.
Nature to streets
Hundreds to thousands even millions
The deferentes can go on and on
But you have to keep in mind there a similarity
Family,
Communication,
Technology.

Which do you want
To live and
Invest in,
The countryside
Or
The city?

You Feel...

You Feel…

Love of heart-<3-

…Betrayed
…Scared
…As if you’re no one
…Alone
…Sadness
…Tears running down your face
As you feel the pain that is left behind

Please Stop!

Please Stop!

Love of heart-<3-

You get hurt by
Someone you thought
Loved you.
You ask time after time
For them to stop.
But all they ever do
Is ignore what has been
Said in the past
And keeps on hurting you.

Fire

Fire

Love of heart-<3-

Fire it Bruns
So bright and beautiful.
As I watch it Brun
I know that it is harmful
I see it come for me
And I stand here
To let the flames take
Me to the one who
Made it all.

Him Almighty

Him Almighty

-Love of Heart -<3-

10/21/07

Do not be afraid

Of him almighty.

Shout, sing, say

What you want.

Do not be afraid

Of him almighty

Be faithful in the lord.

Do not be afraid

Of him almighty

TELL EVERYONE

About him.

Don’t be afraid

Of him almighty.

Fantasy Over Reality

Fantasy Over Reality

Love of heart-<3-

I left him so he
Could be happy.
It would be so easy.
But instead
It’s so very hard
To let go.
I think about him
Every day.
Sometimes I believe
That we are still together
But every night
I have to kick that
Silly fantasy out
And let reality
Tare my heart apart
All over again.

The Sprit Within Me

The Sprit Within Me

Love of heart-<3-

I feel as
Pure as light
For the lord
Is in me
He works
Wonders though me.
The lord speaks
To me and though me
Liston and believe
In him.

All Alone

All alone

Love of heart-<3-

Love can light
Without a warning.
It can stay lite for
Many, many years.
But there are times when
You think what you feel is love.
These times are what
Reminds us what
All alone
Really is.

Tough Times

Though Times

Love of heart-<3-

Life…
It can be so unfair
At times.
What to do
When times
Are tough?
Keep living,
Love like never before,
Care like no tomorrow,
But most of all
Be there fore
That one special person.

Thoughts

Thoughts

Love of heart-<3-

I meet
Someone new
But you
Are still
In the back
Of my mind.
You will always
Be there in
My thoughts,
Even though
You are long gone.

My heart will
Never let you go.
I love you.

Guardian Angel

Guardian Angel

Love of Heart-<3-

I have forgotten
How it feels to be . . .
. . . Kissed
. . . Loved
. . . Held in your arms
By you.
You have left
Me forever.
Why?
You were my
Guardian angel.
Why did you
Leave me?

He is Calling You

He is Calling You

Love of Heart-<3-

Can you hear
His voice?
He is trying
to help you.
Try really hard.
Do you hear Him?
Don't worry,
You will
Soon enough.
The One from
Above will always
be calling your name.

Judging

Judging

Love of heart -<3-

Judging people by
What coulter,
Their background,
Their past,
Then you are
What you say to them
Don’t Judge people
By these things
But judge them for
What is inside of
There hearts.!

Worth Remembering

Worth Remembering

Love of Heart-<3-

Some are remembered.
Remembered
Cause they have
Done great things.

Some are forgotten.
Forgotten
Cause they have
Done nothing
Worthwhile to remember.

But I believe
That in every
Soul and mind,
Every person
Has something
That is worth
Remembering
Even if it's
Something minor.

Millions of Tears

Millions of Tears

Love of Heart-<3-

Every night
I cry a tear,
For my love,
For my pain,
For all the ones I lost,
For the people that love me.
But I cry a
million of tears
cause I can't get over you.

Pretty Green Eyes

Pretty Green Eyes

Love of Heart-<3-

When I think about
Your pretty green eyes
I can't help to
Think about,
The fact that
I will never see
You again.
You will never love
Me again.
I can never have
You again.
I just can't stop
Thinking about those
Pretty green eyes.

When There's Love

When There's Love

Love of Heart-<3-

When there's love
there's pain.
When there's pain
there's hatred.
When there's hatred
there's sadness.
When there's sadness
there's love.

Love is a never
Ending cycle.
You can't
Escape it.

Why?

Why?

Love of heart-<3-

They tell me
He’s not worth it.
If that was true
Then why do I
Still love him?
Why can’t I move on?
Why can’t I stop thinking about him?
Why?

Move On

Move On

Love of heart-<3-

The pain…
The suffering…
The tears…
The loneliness…
Why do you
Put me though this
I CANT STAND THIS!!
All I want to do is love you,
Hold you
For the rest of are lives.
But you tell me to move on.
I may be able
To move on physically
But mentally and emotionally
I will never be able to
Move on.

Never Stopped

Never Stopped

Love of heart-<3-

I see you with her
And my heart breaks.
You come over to
Say hi and introduce us.
We talk for a while
And through the whole thing
I acted as I was over you
But in reality I
Never stopped
Loving you
Even when I am
With another man.

Mystery

Mystery

Love of heart-<3-

I’m tired of love!
What is love anyways?
Why do we have love in our lives?
How can you know…
When you…
You have found…
That one …
Right person?

So many questions
I can ask about love
But that one question
Will always be a
Mystery to me.

One Last Time

One last time

Love of heart-<3-

I feel you there
Even though you
Really aren’t there
I can hear you speak even
Though you are far away
I wish you were here,
To hold me,
To kiss me,
To love me one last time
As I say good-bye to
The world as we know it
I wish you were
Really here with me
To stop me
From doing this
To myself
I’m sorry but
I will love you forever!
Good-bye……..

Dont Give Up

Don’t Give Up

love of hear-<3-

I look in the mirror
And I see
Someone else.
I turn around
And there is no one.
What should I do?
If I tell you
You would think I
Was crazy and
Needed to go on medication.
So I don’t tell you
But then later that
Night I hear
A scream outside
When I check outside
I see the person I saw
In the mirror
Died on the sidewalk
Then I hear a voice
Tell me to find myself
And don’t give up or
This will happen to me.

What can i say...

What can I say…

love of heart-<3-

…To someone in pain?
That they would make it
But they really wouldn’t
I would lie to someone to give them hope and faith

…To someone that killed a loved one?
That they can only be forgiven only by
That loved one and their Lord/God.
I will tell the truth to someone who needs it.

…To a homeless boy on the street?
That he could come live with me
And that I would care for him as well.
I would care for someone in need.

I know what
I would say
To these people but,
What would I say
To myself
When I’m on that
Building ready to jump
To my death?

My Escape

My Escape

love of heart-<3-

When I talk to you
I can forget about my worries.
You distract me
From everything that
Goes on in life.
I dream you would
Be my escape
All the time.
But after tonight
I will not need anyone
For I will be
Far from this world.
I could only dream
That you would
Be my escape,
But that was just
A dream.

Love and Care

Love and Care

Love of heart-<3-

What am I to do
When no one will
Listen to what I
Have to say
They don’t care
About what happens
All they cared about was
Themselves.
You cant save
Them but you can
Save yourself
From these hateful,
Selfish ways
Listen and care
For everyone that you can.

Nightmare

Nightmare

Love of heart-<3-

All alone in this
Dark room
What is there to do?
Can I be saved?
From this nightmare.
Am I to wait
For the one to
Help me all the way out
Of this dark, dark room
Or am I supposed
To climb and
Win this battle
On my own
I am not sure
What to do
But I am sure
That I am
All alone in this
Nightmare.

Real Me

Real Me

Love of heart-<3-

You have known
Me all my life
I have your
Blood and genes.
But do you really
Know me.
It is not possible
Cause I myself
Do not know myself.
But I do have
An idea
Something you don’t.
What do you see?
You see the outside
But not the inside.
The inside is much
Darker and deeper
So I choose
Not to show you
Cause no one would ever
Accept the real me.

Gunshot

Gunshot

Love of heart-<3-

I see you
Across the room
Do I go over to
Say hi
As I mostly desire to do
Or do I
Keeping walking
You would think
I would go over but
Instead I ask someone
To take you
A note and leave.

As you finish reading
You hear
A gunshot
And you burst into
Tears for me
Your one and only
Love that you can’t have.


P.S. For those that want to know what the note says:
I hope you are having fun. Please don’t worry about me. I’m fine, as tonight I will take my life so you can be happy the rest of your life. I will always love you

Deaf Woman

Deaf Woman

-Love of Heart -<3-

What do you see?

I see a lonely woman.

What do you hear?

I hear nothing.

What do you feel?

I feel your cold, shaking hands.

What do you smell?

I smell the flowers

That you have brought

Your newfound wife.

What do you taste?

I taste the bitter sadness of my heart

Stand as one

Stand As One

-Love of Heart -<3-

There's people in

This house

That don’t care

And those who

Do care.

I can tell by

The way they act.

But in reality

Everyone loves

And cares about

Each other,

So if there is

Someone on

The street

Love and care

About them.

Let them know

That they don’t

Stand alone

In this world.

Let them know

That we all

Stand as one

No matter what.

Just Sill It Out

Just Spill It Out

-Love of Heart -<3-

I can listen

To music to

My heart's

Content but

That alone

Will not help

Me through

My troubles.

When you are

Sad, mad, scared,

Or anything that

Puts you in a

Room alone,

Find someone that

You can trust

And just spill

Your heart out.

Believe me

It will

Make you

Feel better

I promise.

Opening The Door

Opening The Door

-Love of Heart -<3-

As I lay here

All I can think

About is

What has happened

In the past.

The past is full

Of dead dreams

And dead memories

Hatred comes

From someone who

Dwells in the past

All their life.

But someone

Who lives in the

Future becomes scared

Of what will

Come next in life.

Someone who

Lives in today

Can be happy

And looks forward

To tomorrow.

Which of these

Three are you is

All up you.

I just opened

The door to all

Three choices

For you.

Contained

Contained

By:

Love of Heart

I look at

These walls

And feel as

A prisoner

Inside this

Dark room.

I can’t get out.

Till one day

I grow old and die.

I die as

A prisoner

Inside the very

Back walls in

My heart.

Why...

Why…

By:

Love of Heart

…Do we have to hate?

We hate as a way to let

Our anger show.

…Do we have to cry?

We cry to let out our

Sadness that is inside.

…Do we show emotions?

We show emotions cause

It is the human way.