Never Stopped

Never Stopped

Love of heart-<3-

I see you with her
And my heart breaks.
You come over to
Say hi and introduce us.
We talk for a while
And through the whole thing
I acted as I was over you
But in reality I
Never stopped
Loving you
Even when I am
With another man.

Mystery

Mystery

Love of heart-<3-

I’m tired of love!
What is love anyways?
Why do we have love in our lives?
How can you know…
When you…
You have found…
That one …
Right person?

So many questions
I can ask about love
But that one question
Will always be a
Mystery to me.

One Last Time

One last time

Love of heart-<3-

I feel you there
Even though you
Really aren’t there
I can hear you speak even
Though you are far away
I wish you were here,
To hold me,
To kiss me,
To love me one last time
As I say good-bye to
The world as we know it
I wish you were
Really here with me
To stop me
From doing this
To myself
I’m sorry but
I will love you forever!
Good-bye……..

Dont Give Up

Don’t Give Up

love of hear-<3-

I look in the mirror
And I see
Someone else.
I turn around
And there is no one.
What should I do?
If I tell you
You would think I
Was crazy and
Needed to go on medication.
So I don’t tell you
But then later that
Night I hear
A scream outside
When I check outside
I see the person I saw
In the mirror
Died on the sidewalk
Then I hear a voice
Tell me to find myself
And don’t give up or
This will happen to me.

What can i say...

What can I say…

love of heart-<3-

…To someone in pain?
That they would make it
But they really wouldn’t
I would lie to someone to give them hope and faith

…To someone that killed a loved one?
That they can only be forgiven only by
That loved one and their Lord/God.
I will tell the truth to someone who needs it.

…To a homeless boy on the street?
That he could come live with me
And that I would care for him as well.
I would care for someone in need.

I know what
I would say
To these people but,
What would I say
To myself
When I’m on that
Building ready to jump
To my death?

My Escape

My Escape

love of heart-<3-

When I talk to you
I can forget about my worries.
You distract me
From everything that
Goes on in life.
I dream you would
Be my escape
All the time.
But after tonight
I will not need anyone
For I will be
Far from this world.
I could only dream
That you would
Be my escape,
But that was just
A dream.

Love and Care

Love and Care

Love of heart-<3-

What am I to do
When no one will
Listen to what I
Have to say
They don’t care
About what happens
All they cared about was
Themselves.
You cant save
Them but you can
Save yourself
From these hateful,
Selfish ways
Listen and care
For everyone that you can.

Nightmare

Nightmare

Love of heart-<3-

All alone in this
Dark room
What is there to do?
Can I be saved?
From this nightmare.
Am I to wait
For the one to
Help me all the way out
Of this dark, dark room
Or am I supposed
To climb and
Win this battle
On my own
I am not sure
What to do
But I am sure
That I am
All alone in this
Nightmare.

Real Me

Real Me

Love of heart-<3-

You have known
Me all my life
I have your
Blood and genes.
But do you really
Know me.
It is not possible
Cause I myself
Do not know myself.
But I do have
An idea
Something you don’t.
What do you see?
You see the outside
But not the inside.
The inside is much
Darker and deeper
So I choose
Not to show you
Cause no one would ever
Accept the real me.

Gunshot

Gunshot

Love of heart-<3-

I see you
Across the room
Do I go over to
Say hi
As I mostly desire to do
Or do I
Keeping walking
You would think
I would go over but
Instead I ask someone
To take you
A note and leave.

As you finish reading
You hear
A gunshot
And you burst into
Tears for me
Your one and only
Love that you can’t have.


P.S. For those that want to know what the note says:
I hope you are having fun. Please don’t worry about me. I’m fine, as tonight I will take my life so you can be happy the rest of your life. I will always love you

Deaf Woman

Deaf Woman

-Love of Heart -<3-

What do you see?

I see a lonely woman.

What do you hear?

I hear nothing.

What do you feel?

I feel your cold, shaking hands.

What do you smell?

I smell the flowers

That you have brought

Your newfound wife.

What do you taste?

I taste the bitter sadness of my heart

Stand as one

Stand As One

-Love of Heart -<3-

There's people in

This house

That don’t care

And those who

Do care.

I can tell by

The way they act.

But in reality

Everyone loves

And cares about

Each other,

So if there is

Someone on

The street

Love and care

About them.

Let them know

That they don’t

Stand alone

In this world.

Let them know

That we all

Stand as one

No matter what.

Just Sill It Out

Just Spill It Out

-Love of Heart -<3-

I can listen

To music to

My heart's

Content but

That alone

Will not help

Me through

My troubles.

When you are

Sad, mad, scared,

Or anything that

Puts you in a

Room alone,

Find someone that

You can trust

And just spill

Your heart out.

Believe me

It will

Make you

Feel better

I promise.

Opening The Door

Opening The Door

-Love of Heart -<3-

As I lay here

All I can think

About is

What has happened

In the past.

The past is full

Of dead dreams

And dead memories

Hatred comes

From someone who

Dwells in the past

All their life.

But someone

Who lives in the

Future becomes scared

Of what will

Come next in life.

Someone who

Lives in today

Can be happy

And looks forward

To tomorrow.

Which of these

Three are you is

All up you.

I just opened

The door to all

Three choices

For you.

Contained

Contained

By:

Love of Heart

I look at

These walls

And feel as

A prisoner

Inside this

Dark room.

I can’t get out.

Till one day

I grow old and die.

I die as

A prisoner

Inside the very

Back walls in

My heart.

Why...

Why…

By:

Love of Heart

…Do we have to hate?

We hate as a way to let

Our anger show.

…Do we have to cry?

We cry to let out our

Sadness that is inside.

…Do we show emotions?

We show emotions cause

It is the human way.